(by Yoshimaru and Rica Higa)
March 1, 2011
I Felt So Discouraged When The Earthquake Happened in New Zealand
A few days ago, I introduced to you how and what I felt and thought about the earthquake happened in New Zealand. It is very natural that each person has his/her own feeling about any natural disaster and happening. I have told you about many future happenings based on the revelations I received including the earthquake in New Zealand, the accident at the nuclear power plant at Takahama(Fukui Prefecture), the volcanic explosion at Kirishima in Kyushu, various many political struggles and internal upheavals in the world. The “tsunami” happened in Sumatera is probably one good example. Rica and I conducted our own prayers for all of them so that no major misery would take place.
We did pray as much as we could with regard to the earthquake that happened in New Zealand, too. We did not want it happen. As I told you in my last blog, I think that the earthquake happened in New Zealand still has its close relations with Japan. There is a great chance that another big earthquake will happen in Japan, too.
I did all I could, including prayers at the Mt. Asahidake in Hokkaido throughout the night. I know that these severe divine activities are not good for my health. It is not the subject to be proud of. But, let me tell you that I could not stop myself from doing them. I had so many frightful visions and I was scared of them. So I wanted to try to avert them, if I could with prayers. Now I feel very discouraged and helpless. Despite our prayers, the earthquake actually happened. This is a reality and it is unbearable for me. Sometimes I feel how much easier it would become for me if I could cut off my life and abandon everything once for all. Then, why are we still continuing our prayers and divine activities? We are doing this because we believe that we will have a wonderful future ahead of us.
Let me tell you about another revelation I received.
It tells me---[ If you can overcome this misery and horrible happening, there will be a brighter future for you. Taking what happened in a negative way and getting discouraged too much is no good].
I know that there are many opinions and views about what I tell you in this blog. Every person has his/her own values, or way of thinking, and so I will take them all.
In the case of the “tsunami” at Sumatera, I was doing just the same thing. I was praying and doing my best so that nothing would happen on December 26. But, the result was that big disaster. I felt so helpless then. My heart was broken and I was so sad about it. I had no power to stop it from happening. I almost thought that it would be better for me to stop all the divine activities. Then, I was awaked again by another revelation. I encouraged myself and started another series of prayer. My mind told me that I still have something that I should keep doing. This is how we started our new divine activities from 2005 to 2010. It was to combine Okinawa’s God of the Dragon and the mainland Japan for a harmony.
And then, one unexpected thing happened after the disaster in Sumatera. Within a month after that “tsunami”, a person said to me this. “What do you think about what happened at Sumatera? It was good because it helped to reduce the number of population of us humans on the Earth”. This word made me feel angry because I knew I could not stop it from happening even after receiving a revelation. I almost exploded in myself but I tried to suppress my feeling. So I didn’t say anything to this person.
Actually there are some people, even among those who conduct divine activities, who say that it is good for Japan to reduce its population, and that all the mothers have their rights to deprive their children of their lives. Some say that all the Gods of the universe are making earthquakes and volcanic explosions to re-establish the Earth by reallocating the human race. They say that the natural disasters and wars are parts of the ascension.
It is true that I have received many visions and revelations that tell me that the world will surely go into wars and that the world will suffer from disasters and starvations. All I am doing is to try to avert such a situation from happening in the real world. But I must tell you that it is also true that there are people who say the followings---actual disasters, local conflicts and wars are for reducing people from the surface of the Earth, for the ascension, and for rebuilding the world. It is true that they are also welcoming natural disasters.
The Earth Is Alive
I would appreciate it if you think again and check what I am saying in this blog. There are people who say that things happen when you think in a negative way. Their point is that it is better to think things in a positive way. I guess that it is one way to look at things. But, let’s be realistic about it. We cannot ignore the fact that many volcanic explosions, earthquakes, “tsunami” and typhoons are actually happening on the Earth. The Earth is alive. And it is also true that we still face many conflicts, wars and starvations on the Earth today. They do exist now.
Let me explain my point more. It is not the way of taking things that counts. It is not that bad things never happen when you think only good things. What I am saying is that we need to get prepared for any happening. We are living now and it is very important for us to have the preparedness. We need to have the awareness first. If we have this, we will not panic whatever may happen. The important thing is that we get prepared for unexpected happenings, and that we find places for shelter at the worst case. We have to get prepared in all ways with the awareness that anything can happen to us. This awareness of ours is a very important factor for our survival.
It is a historical fact that many earthquakes and volcanic explosions did happen. It is a proof that the Earth is alive. These happenings take place over years periodically. In Japan, it is important to notice that many existing nuclear power plants around the country can make any secondary accident at the time of natural disasters. There are some accidents caused by human errors. Some of them may take place due to the depletion of various facilities of nuclear power plants. Some may take place due to the unexpected destructions out of political confusions.
They may take place, and some did take place in reality.
What I would like you to realize and find is simple.
They did not happen from any negative way of looking at the reality. These are the realities and they can happen more at any time. This is what I would like you to know. So the next thing I would like you to do is to think what we can do about it seriously. Let us try to learn something from the past disasters and let us try to take our own actions so that we will not repeat it. Let us try to take it as our own matter and think about it more carefully. Let us try to make our own plans for our own safety. This is what I am saying.
I Am Scared and Angry Sometimes
Let me be very frank with you. I am desperate all the time---while sleeping, making speeches and even driving. I am constantly being influenced by the visions I see. And I am trying my best to try to avert them and try to minimize the casualties and victims. This basic fear and anxiety leads me to my/our divine activities.
Please do not think that all the things I am telling you, good or bad, do take place in the real world. They do not. Please understand that what I am telling you can or may happen. All I would like you to understand is to overcome whatever may happen to you and try to reach a better future for yourself. It will be my pleasure if you can receive what I am saying as a guide for your own life. I would be most glad if you can find the best way for you from what I am saying.
I told you about the person who said that the “tsunami” at Sumatera was good for reducing the number of people from the Earth. But my question is this. Does this person really think about the victims and casualties deeply? Does this person relate those dead people like the way he/she thinks about his/her relatives and families? Does this person take what it is as part of himself or herself? Does this person really care? If this person really takes it as a personal matter, it would be much more different, I guess. What I am saying is this. When you are serious and take whatever may happen as your own personal matter, that is the time that you can comprehend the whole thing. Then, you may have a chance to save yourself. If you are prepared, there is a greater chance for you to be safe and survive in any disaster.
The visions I am receiving are real and I feel as if I were there myself. These visions also carry the karmas and spirits of those who died in the disasters. They are so real. They have lost their own lives that they could have enjoyed more if no disaster took place. Please imagine how I feel then. I am helpless and sometimes angry because I could not help these people, because my prayer did not do any good for preventing the disasters. And sometimes I lose the will power to live on myself.
Then I try to encourage myself by saying in mind---[Yoshimaru, you cannot stop like this. You should continue doing what you have done for long].
When we overcome any misery and try to move ahead again for a better future, we can carry the spirits of those victims together with us. Then we can heal those spirits together with us. Even after those lives of the dead become the “light”, they still carry their own “karmas” and “thoughts”. When we survivors try to live on to make a better future for ourselves, we can connect the “karmas” and “thoughts” of the dead to the future, and only then they will be freed from everything. To live our life with a serious mind is to create a better future for ourselves. Everything is related. Only when we live our life all the way, we can reach a better future. This is my basic way of thinking.
I am asking all of you to learn from your own past for your own better future. For this, I would like you to pray together with us. Please pray for yourself and for those you love. Please have your own vision of your own future. Please try to act yourself to actualize your own visions.
Thank you for your assistance. We wanted to thank you directly face to face but we could not do so. We had to send letters of gratitude to you respectively. All we did was to send you words of thanks by emails. Let us tell you that we are making the most of your contributions for the best. Thank you for reading this long blog.
